my roomies. i miss them. a lot.Just give it time
It's gonna get better
Now is not forever at all
Just give it time
Everything changes
Tomorrow comes today will be gone
Everything's gonna be fine
Just give it time, give it time
i have developed a new found love for jon mclaughlin. he's so talented.
so i've been home for five days. honestly i don't know how it's been. there have been highs. and there have been lows. i worked on wednesday and thursday and those were probably the worst two days. mainly because i hate my job. with an extreme passion. but i needed money. so i worked. but also because my job is extremely boring so i usually just get lost inside my head. which is bad. so i was working and thinking about chicago and just getting depressed.
it honestly amazes me how close i got to everyone and how quickly it happened. i know that i've said it before, but it honestly just shocks me. they really are family to me. craziness.
it's weird to be home with other friends. i went out with a few friends the other night and it just felt so empty. our conversation was so lacking. i didn't care about what they were talking about. i just wanted to talk about chicago and the awesome things that God is doing. but they didn't want to talk about that. which just made me even more depressed.
my favorite watch broke yesterday. the watch that i wore all summer and now have a sweet tan line from. yep. it broke. as pathetic as it sounds, my watch breaking just about triggered an emotional break down. i started yelling. my mom started yelling. it was a mess. all over a stupid watch. sad. i know.
i know it's going to be better when i go back to school. it's just waiting to go back that's the sucky part. as well as packing. i hate packing. especially when i have to unpack only to repack. lame.
this post is kind of depressing. i promise i'm not that depressed.
good news time: my web cam is on the way. i found my thirsty devotional (i thought i left it in chicago). i got a new watch (even though i thought i didn't want one, the new one's pretty nice). invisible children called me and they want to do a screening at my school. super cool right?! i just have to figure out the logistics. like staying at school for fall break and where to host it and everything. but i'm really excited! i love the invisible children organization! and i got to see my grandfather today. i like him a lot. he makes me smile and laugh.
okay. long post. ending now.
you're pretty great, you know?
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