bring on the anxiety/panic attacks! i can't believe that it's so close to my time to leave...i'm freaking out! it's a mixture of excitement and nervousness. i have this horrible fear that i'm not going to get along with anyone. and that when we split into teams/groups for things i'm going to be like the kid from dodgeball in elementary school. you know the one that is standing on the wall anxiously awaiting to be picked...but in the end is the last one that no one wants. yeah. i don't want that to be me. i know that i'm overreacting and being irrational. but that's me.
i found out who my roommates are, which is pretty cool. i'm the oldest one, and i'm living in an apartment with three other girls. Jess is from michigan, Francesca is from Denver (where Matti's on project...i thought that was pretty cool!), and Emily is from illinois. our apartment is on the second floor. here's the apartment building that we'll all be staying in. it's pretty sick. i can't wait.
i still don't have a job. but i'm not letting that freak me out too much. it seems like no one has really had luck and i think a lot of that has to do with the fact that most of us applied online. i'm hoping that once i get there and actually go job hunting in person i'll have more success. i know. i have to trust God. i'm learning. baby steps, baby steps...
cool.
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